Resting

Ok so tonight at soaking Amy talked about how we need to rest in the midst of craziness. Well these last few weeks I have been so busy being social and not really focusing on my relationship with God all that much. I haven't really taken time out to just be us together. Sure I have read my Bible and done some volunteer work but I haven't actually sat down and just listened and existed with God. I have been too busy. That has to change. I have to have more time with God just the two of us together. With out those quiet times I get too wrapped up in me and what I need. I get selfish. It is not a good thing. I feel that lately I have been very self centered and I need to turn my focus to what God wants with me and for me. Soaking really showed me that tonight. I came home and one of my friends wanted me to go watch a movie with her. I have to get up early for class and I have to do some things tomorrow so I declined plus they are watching a scary movie which I am not really a fan of. Tonight I am going to bed pretty early (before 1) and Im going to get some much needed rest. Tonight I realized how crazy my life has been the last few weeks with out God in it. That must and will change starting now.