Thursday, September 30, 2004

ANOTHER BAD DAY!

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well I get to school today and my X-Best Friend is mad at me and has told the whole world about it! I supposedly told the band director that we rolled his house! So I went to him and told on myself! UMMMMM how about not! I am not that dumb! LOL So she is mad at me for this! I am in trouble at home and a bunch of her friends are mad at me too! O well I am just going to try to be the bigger person and forget about it may be she will too! Hope you had a better day then me! TTYL LYL GOD BLESS BYE!

Love,
Heather

P.S. JIM NED FISH BEAT COOPERS FISH! LOL HAHAHAHAHA 2A beats a 5A I can see it now! LOL

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

A BAD WEEK!

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Well today was a great day NOT! Ok if you read the blod before this that was the start of my bad week but I am way past that! Today I got into toble for rolling the band dirctors house! It was really bad cuz my parents don't aprove of this and I did it anyway! I am not sure what my punishment will be but I know It will probly be bad! I know I am no longer alowed to hang out with my best friend because of this so I guess i will have to make new friends! So this has been a great week! LOL Hope yours was better! TTYL LYL GOD BLESS BYE! PS If you are reading this and you want to go to my lil bros football game it is at Jim Ned at 5 vs. Cooper!

Love,
Heather

HELP!

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Ok I need some help! My two close friends are now dating and I think it is weird! We have all 3 been friends since freshman year and now things are weird. I can since tension between me and my friend Amanda and it is not good. I think the reason I am feeling this way is because I think I like the guy she is dating! WHAT SHOULD I DO?? Let me know! Thanks!

Love,

Heather

Sunday, September 19, 2004

THE MASK

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This is a poem I read and then had to wright an essay about.

THE POEM

Paul Laurence Dunbar (1872-1906)

We Wear the Mask
WE wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,—
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile,
And mouth with myriad subtleties.

Why should the world be over-wise,
In counting all our tears and sighs?
Nay, let them only see us, while
We wear the mask.

We smile, but, O great Christ, our cries
To thee from tortured souls arise.
We sing, but oh the clay is vile
Beneath our feet, and long the mile;
But let the world dream otherwise,
We wear the mask!


THE ESSAY

The poem “We Were the Mask” by Paul Laurence Dunbar talks about people wearing masks to hide their true feelings. This is very misleading because people hide their feelings with body language.

A smile can hide what is truly inside. Sometimes when we smile we are hiding behind a mask. We want people to think that everything is ok when it really is not.

We do not express our true feelings because we do not want people to know what our true feelings are. We hide or feelings in public but when we are alone we express our true feelings to God. We hide behind a mask.

We mislead people when we hide behind a mask. We make them think that everything is ok when this is not always true. Unless we express what is truly inside people do not know how we truly feel. When people ask if everything is ok and we nod our heads and say yes even though this is not always the case it is very misleading. We mislead people daily.

We use our body language to hide our true feelings and mislead people. We are afraid that if we take the mask off people will see how we truly are and will not like us. Therefore we wear the mask to fool people.




Well hope you like it! LOL Have a great week!

Love,
Heather

heyhey

heyhey

I know I haven't written in forever! LOL I have been very busy! My life is kind of hectic if you didn't know that! I have a question......What would you do if a really close friend told you he liked you but you didn't really like him like that but you liked his friend?!?!?!?! My firend is going through this right now! Let me know! Thanks! Hope you have a great day! I know I am!

Love,
Heather

Thursday, September 09, 2004

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Well the football team my bro is on just lost! :( It was sad! I am in a bad mood cuz I found out that my friend maybe moving at Christmas 2.5 hours away from here! :( Please pray that everything goes ok with this and that I find peace with what they do. I am having trouble right now! Thanks! TTYL LYL GOD BLESS

Love,

Heather

Monday, September 06, 2004

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This rocks! I jsut got home from a chrysalis! IT WAS AWESOME! I am not going to say anything about what went on! Cuz if you haven't been on a chrysalis then it would runin your experance! Hope you have a great day! Pray for me tommrow cuz I am going to need it! We are starting an acountablility group at school and I just hope that everyone will stick with it! Thanks TTYL LYL GOD BLESS BYE

Love,

Heather

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

another song

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here is anoher song!

Martina McBride
13. Love's The Only House

I was standing in the grocery store line
The one they marked express
When this woman came through with about 25 things
And I said don't you know that more is less

She said this world is moving so fast
But I just get more behind with every day
And every morning when I make my coffee
I can't believe my life's turned out this way
All I could say was

Love's the only house big enough for all the pain in the world
Love's the only house big enough for all the pain

He was walking by the other day and I said
Hey baby how you been?
Yeah I got me a little girl now and she's 4 years old
And she's got her daddy's little grin
And you only want what you can't have
And baby you can't have me now
I gave me heart to another
Yeah I'm a mother and he's a father and we're a family
And we've got each other
And I found out the hard way that

Love's the only house big enough for all the pain in the world
Love's the only house big enough for all the pain

You drive three miles from all this prosperity
Down across the river and you see a ghetto there
And we got children walking around with guns
And they got knives with drugs and pain to spare
And here I am in my clean, white shirt
With a little money in my pocket and a nice warm home
And we got teenagers walkin' around in a culture of darkness
Livin' together alone, and all I can

Love's the only house big enough for all the pain in the world
Love's the only house big enough for all the pain

And I can't explain it and I can't understand
But I'll come down and get my hands dirty and together we'll make a stand
Somewhere cross the parking lot some bands playin out of tune
City streets are gonna burn if we don't do something soon
And senorita can't quit cryin, baby's due now any day
Don Juan left, got sick of tryin
No one there to show him the way she came down to the grocery store and
She said I, I wanna buy a little carton of milk but I don't have any money
I said hey I'll cover you honey cause the pain's gotta go somewhere
Yeah the pain's gotta go someplace
So come on down to my house
Don't you know that

Love's the only house big enough for all the pain in the world
Love's the only house big enough for all the pain

heyhey

heyhey

So far this week has been good! I am babysitting tommrow and maybe going to the football game but I am not sure. Friday I am going to a chrysalis. I will be there till Mon. so you can call the hosue but I wont be here! LOL you can email me if you want to! And PRAY FOR ME PLEASE! I am going to need the prayers! Thanks! TTYL LYL GOD BLESS BYE!

Love,

Heather