Life as of now

This week has been a really good week but yet I am stting here crying. I think that it is mostly because of this last weekend but then I think of what is coming up this weekend. Last weekend was the childrens musical Jolee was mary. I held back my tears because I didn't want the kids to see me cry. Then this weekend I am going to my dads parents house. I have only seen my grandpa in a wheel chair once. I will see him again this weekend and I am going to see his house that I haven't seen since they moved. I am kind of worried about this weekend. I am afarid that I might cry again. Finals are almost over though so that is a plus. I am so excited.