Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Life...

Ok so I have been so busy lately it isn't even funny. School is kicking my butt right now. There are only 6 more weeks left. I register for classes for next semester a week from today. It is crazy to think that in two short semesters I will be done with school. It blows my mind. I have been stressing a lot about what I want to do in the future and God is showing me a lot about what is out there even in this city for me to do so that has been fun but tonight I go this since that I am supposed to look into doing some inner city work with a different church than the one I am going to now. It is a little scary but I feel like God has confirmed it a few times. It is something I am going to be praying about and we shall see where the pieces fall into place. Right now we are at the praying stage. Who knows where God will lead me or where this will take me.

Monday, October 19, 2009

life...

Well I have been really busy. Mostly with my own thoughts and struggles. Here are somethings that I have been stressing over....

School and what I am going to do afterwards. I have only two semesters left and then it is all over and I will be out in the real world and that is a little scary. I am trying to make decisions and see where God is leading me but it it hard.

I have also been struggling with the pull to have a boyfriend and to get married. It seems like everywhere I turn there are people getting married and everyone seems to have a boyfriend. It is not fun but I don't think that right now I have time for a boyfriend.

Most recently I have been worrying about my schedule next semester and if I am going to be able to work enough to pay the bills I have. That is scary.

But I am giving all of this to God and asking him to take it from me. I don't need to worry about it. He has a plan for me and he knows whats best. I need to just focus on life and enjoying what I have now.

Things are about to get super busy for me. This weekend is Fall Break still not really sure what I am doing. It is also our churches Truck and Treat so that will be fun. Next weekend I am going to a Jeremy Camp concert so excited, then the next weekend is the family retreat and I love that then the next weekend is the girls conference and then there is thanksgiving so things are crazy! Anyway I hope to post more later we shall see!