life

I kind of quit blogging because I don't really have much to say. I am kind of all over the place right now!! I am guessing that part of it is because I am stressed and I have to pack my whole dorm room up with in the next two weeks. I think it will be a hectic two weeks.

God is Amazing!

My life has been kind of hectic over the past month, as you might be able to tell from my blog if you read it. Last night I was at church and a lady camp up to me and my mom. I have known and talked to her for a long time. I told my mom good bye and the lady stopped me and said that I wasn’t leaving until she prayed over me. She had no idea what I have gone through in the past month but she prayed a prayer of protection over me and my family. How amazing is that?? God is so good. I thought it was awesome!

Saturdays

Saturday... I just realized that I never do the same thing on Saturday. I am always doing something diffrent. Today I am at my grandmas last week I was here and the week before I was at the family retreat. This next week I am helping with a rabies clinic and then the next week I have class. In my lifetime wellness class she wants us to document a typical Saturday. I think that will be hard for me. I think I will just do this Saturday and tell her that I don't have a typical I feel like there is sooooo much to do and not enough time to do it. I have spent my day working on all of this homework. Why is the end of the year so stressful.

Life

This song is something that I think that is what I am feeling right now. It is a really good song. I find myself singing it a lot. I really like it. I think it goes with everything that is going on with my life. It makes me remember that no matter what happens I can make it through. Just thought I would share it with everyone.

Martina McBride
Do It Anyway

You can spend your whole life building something from nothing
One storm can come and blow it all away
Build it anyway
You can chase a dream that seems so out of reach and you know it might not ever come your way
Dream it anyway

Chorus:
God is great, but sometimes life ain’t good
And when I pray it doesn’t always turn out like I think it should
But I do it anyway, I do it anyway

This world’s gone crazy and it’s hard to believe that tomorrow will be better than today
Believe it anyway
You can love someone with all your heart, for all the right reasons, and in a moment they can choose to walk away
Love ‘em anyway

Repeat Chorus

You can pour your soul out singing a song you believe in that tomorrow they’ll forget you ever sang
Sing it anyway, sing it anyway

I sing, I dream, I love, anyway

What a week!!

Well it is only Wed and I am hoping things get better. I went to my great grandmothers funeral on Monday and that was good. My grandpa made it through very well. His bed sores didn't even get worse. It was good to see all the family that we saw at Christmas. I don't know them that well but it was good to see them. Then we came back about 9 on Monday night. I watched some TV and then went to sleep at my parents house. Then Tuesday I came back to the dorm and found out that my Great Uncle had died. Other side of the family. My moms moms brother. The funeral is on Friday in Houston and we are not going. I am going down south instead to work on my grandma computer. She needs some stuff uploaded and it needs to be worked on. She won't be there but it will give me a chance to get some work done and have a quite time at her house. I am just hoping and praying that this was the end of the bad and that the good will start to happen. I always hate it when bad things happen. It stresses me out. School is winding down and when it is over I will have time to relax and have some fun this summer before I go to England for a semester.

What a long week!

Last weekend I got to see this...










































And I had fun with some really cool people!















It was a time to relax and have fun. It was a really fun retreat.

Then I came back to reality. That was not so much fun. School is rough towards the end of the year. I had an ok week until about Wed. I was super pumped because I was going to the Jeremy Camp concert. I got there and ended up having a wreck in the parking lot. It was not good. I am not sure whose fault it was. That was number two in a week and a half. Not good at all. I was still in a rental from my first wreck that wasn't my fault. Then I went to bed that night and slept really well. I woke up the next morning and went to class. Nothing big happened there. Then when I got back to my dorm room and checked my e-mail I found out that my step great grandmother died. Then I started worrying about my grandpa and how was he going to be able to go. Was he going to be able to go at all. Over Christmas we had seen my great grandma and after we left there we drove 10 hours to get to my grandparents house. All that driving was not good for my grandpa (since he is paralyzed and has to sit all the time anyway) and he ended up getting bed sores. He still has them so him coming could make them worse but he wants to come. I think he needs to come. So pray that things get better on my end. I kind of feel like Satan is trying to get to me for some reason. It is not good.

The Good news:
I found out last Friday that I will be spending part of my summer at a camp working with High School Drill Teams. That should be fun. They called again today just to talk to me about it. I am really excited. I think the Lord will open my eyes and let me be a good example to the girls that come through the camp this summer.