Beauty

Lately I have been struggling with realizing I am beautiful. I think I have blogged about this before but it is still something I am struggling with. I mean I know that God doesn't care what we look like. He loves us no matter what but I am still having a hard time with it for some reason.

Last night I thought about this and just chatted with God about it. I love my car time because it gives me a chance to just be with God. It is pretty cool. Well then I was up till 3 am knowing I had to get up at 7 to go to the airport for work. My alarm clock went off and I just rolled out of bed put on a sweatshirt bushed my teeth threw my hair up and went to work. (so Im not looking all that great) I get the stuff from the plane and then I think that I should text my boss and see what he wants me to do with the bags he needs so I stop to do that. While I am stopped this UPS guy comes over and starts waving at me. I am not the happiest person that early in the morning so I wave and roll down my window thinking what in the world does this guy want. He says I've seen you out here before and I just wanted to tell you that I think your gorgeous. I said oh thanks. I didn't really know what to say. I mean it is not everyday that someone comes up to me and says that I am gorgeous. It was defiantly interesting. Then I started thinking that maybe God sent him my way to show me that he loves me and thinks I am gorgeous.