Progress

Tonight I went to community and it was amazing. I could feel God's presence in the room. It was awesome. I started thinking about my life over the past few months. It hasn't been easy but then again whose life is easy? I have had to put my dog down, my grandpa died, and had fights with good friends. It striped me from a lot of things and made me focus more on God. How awesome is that?!??! I have realized that I am more on fire now than I was before. I think that is pretty cool and it is so going to help me this summer. :D Im just so happy right now! God is so good. This reminded me of a song so I shall leave you with it. It is by Barlow Girl called Harder than the first time. It is talking about How she thought she knew God but then her eyes were opened and she fell in love with him harder than the first time. It also talks about how God was with her though it all even when she didn't feel him. How awesome is that?? So here are the lyrics. I couldn't find a good youtube video. BUMMER!

I walked with you

Just like we've done for so long

You seem so near

But even thats become so common its not just you, just been together so long

That I thought I knew everything about you

But today I saw

Did you open up my eyes?

'Cause I feel like I've just seen you for the first time

I didn't see you

But God I want to

You've come alive

and I think I've fallen harder than the first time

Was I so blind?

How did I not see you?

Yet in that time you never left my side

So far all my life I will live to know you 

So here I am, I'll take your hand

I see your face

I feel you close

The love you've always shown me

Won't miss it now can't waste a day

Jesus I'm Yours COMPLETELY