Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Feelings

Tonight I went to soaking and while I was talking with God I asked him to help me deal with some feelings that I have been hiding. I have always struggled with my grandpa being paralyzed. I finally realized this weekend that I have been keeping everything to myself. Tonight I dealt with it. I came to the realization that God is ok with me being mad at him. I may never understand this but for now I am dealing with it slowly. :) God has been so good to me I just don't get him sometimes.

2 comments:

Candy said...

Maybe the important thing is not to try to "get" God but just to know and accept that He "gets" us. He knows us more intimately than we can ever understand. That gets me.

Candy said...

You'll love this. As I was sending the previous comment this song came on my ipod.

Before you were formed I knew you
And as you were made
I knew and approved of you
and now I'm making of you my garden
I have planted a seed in you,
I have watered and I have shined on you
And now I will partake of you.
Will you open up and let me inside that I might enjoy the fruit I made in you?

Oh yeah, God is sooooo good.